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Planets Below

The aftermath of the run

where you raced for the sky,

is the beckoning of Gaia

calling you back,

as you look down on the planet.

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

Absolution

Of all the people whom I've met in my life, of all of them who have inspired me, excluding my kindergarden friends, these six have made a great impact in my life.

Nick Kent: My sensei, mentor and friend. He is a writer whom I've met quite by accident a few years back. At first, I was reluctant to further ties with him as he is queer (gay for all you queer haters out there). But over time, I found out he was a realy great guy who have great expectaions of me. I have no intention of letting him down. His physical condition is not in an all time high and being queer has have a impact on him. But he doesn't let any of these things get to him and I am very proud to call him sensei. He is currently working on a film and he has introduced me to many of his friends and students. Akiyoshi, Rashi, Justin, Ryosuke and Mirai has all shown me how big the world is and I am eternally greatful.

Angeline Tan: She is my primary six teacher and she was the one who told me never to give up. Like Nick sensei, she has high hopes for me. She gave me the book which started out my whole journey as a writer, Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone. In it, there lays a card which I kept till today in my wallet as a reminder of what she have done for me and how much it meant to me. Still teaching back at the school and I wish her a good life and hopes I'll meet her again someday.

Ryan Kooi Wei Rong: A primary school friend of mine who was the first to reach out to me, whether he knew it or not. He was the one who pulled me out of the darkness of the well and even now, remained a friend. Even if one day I forget what you look like and what was your name, I'll always remember I had a friend in that someone at the back of my mind. He is currently working hard for his Os and I wish him the best of luck.

Tan Shi Yun: Similarly, she's a primary school friend of mine who was the first to not mind what I looked like back then. She was kind and friendly and she always refered to herself as "on the same boat as me" and even at times, she would stand up for me when no one else would. She had her ups and downs and had, like me, people who hated her but everytime I saw her, she was smiling and when she's sad, she'll try to hide it. I thank her for bringing me to see the sky and teaching me how to smile even when I'm sad so as to not make others around me miserable. She's living life out in her secondary school now and I hope she can meet those great friends she deserves to have from the start.

Stephanie or Ah Qi to me: My longest childhood friend. I've known her since I was a little kid. She's like a big sister to me and I can't express how great it is to know her. Even though everytime I meet her, our conversation topic may not change, it never gets dull. She may not know it but she's the one who put the dream of becoming a writer in my head in the first place. Like all of us, she is currently studying for her exams right now and I won't wish her luck for I KNOW she can do it. That's just the kind of person she is.

Benjamin Lee: Suprise? You should be for I am too. I'll admit, I've accused him, insulted him and even bore a grudge against him in the past but after a while, when you start to really get to know a person, you'll find some...interesting things. Turns out he's not so different from me at all. In fact, we're pretty much alike, whether we know it or not. Thanks to him, I can finally get control over another of my emotions and he even gave me many ideas for my upcoming story which I'll get to later on and for that, I am eternally grateful.

Absolution

Now, as all of you may already know by now, I am a writer. Absolution, is going to be the first, non-fanfic story of a trilogy I'm working on. Seven being the second part and Hymns, the third. My goal is to have these published as books when they're done and I want to thank everyone mentioned above and all those who I have not mentioned all the same. Benjamin, I may not be able to make up for all the things I've did and said to you before, but I can sure hell make new and better things in the future. So here, a little sneak preview if you will, first page of the prologue to Absolution...

Prologue: And the Guns Shall Sing

15th March 2025

The sun set on the horizon as the Chinese man ran across the empty streets. Behind him, a small five man squad of riflemen slowly closed in. Clad in dark forest green uniform and carrying heavy backpacks, the soldiers proudly bore the symbol of west, a sole eagle flying towards a star on their shoulders.

The houses which decorated the now empty streets shut their windows as the chase pass by. If it were like it was in the past, the citizens would have curiously peeked out of their sanctuary to see the event unfold. But of course, those were days long gone.

On 23rd February 2024, the countries of the west declared separation from the east after a long year filled with racial riots, heated debates and several assassination attempts on high ranking easterners’ officials, leading to the decision. Those who were not born in the west are to return to their homeland, wherever it may be and those who remained suffered ill treatment from the newly empowered Senate of the West ran by Theodore Hyde. Hyde bribed multiple voters into aiding him and captures the attention of the already weakened will of the nations with promises of getting rid of immigrants and foreigners from the land they claimed their own. The people bought it to the end.

Jun Han is an informer for a resistance group set up under major western cities. He clutched a small piece of parchment in his right hand tightly, streaking past a red light of an empty junction, breathing heavier as each steps leads him closer to the safe house. He knew the rules though. To enter, he must lose his pursuers and to do that, he needs to play on his street.

Turning into an alley and slingshot himself over a rail, climbed onto a nearby dumpster and hurl his already tired body over the last obstacle, a four meter high fence. Though he landed on his feet, the impact of the fall causes him to kneel. Gathering the remainder of his strength, Jun Han pushes himself to stand.

The riflemen caught up to him but had trouble getting over the fence. Jun Han gave a cocky smile before continued on with his escape. Once he heard the rifles click, he made a mad dash for the streets. With a final push, Jun Han grabbed onto a lamp post and swung himself behind the safety of a building as flashes of bullets flew pass where he stood just seconds ago.

With a sigh, the informer heaved a manhole cover from the sidewalk and jumped in. Following the terrible smelling path made for workers and the likes, Jun Han journeyed left and arrived at a small metal door, rusted at the sides from around a two minutes walk from the manhole.
The entrance creaked opened and the cool blast of an air-conditioned room hit him carried along its wave are sweet sounds of Japanese soft rock. Leaving the putrid smell of the tunnel, he entered the sanctuary of the resistance.

“You made it!” Shouted one of two middle aged Malay man sitting around a circular table placed in the centre of the room with the other about to give out the poker cards he was dealing.

The five-by-five meters room was newly painted to the color of light brown though certain areas of the wall retain the grey of the concrete. A double-decker bed laid on the far right from the door and a couch at the end. A weapon rack leaned against the wall on the left with standard issue rifles stolen from soldiers. Four M16B3s stacked neatly in a line.

The M16-3Bs are an improved version of the past M16A2 with a double barrel used by most Western soldiers those days. It can be switched to fire two bullets simultaneously or in successions with twice the rate of fire of the M16A2. The designs are practically similar aside from the double barrel and a retractable knife on the left side of the left barrel. A door beside the rack led to the power generator for the entire block of the street which also doubles as a provision room with enough food to last for at least three months.

“Yeah, I nearly got caught though.” Jun Han closed the door behind him.

A Japanese woman got switched from a lying position on the couch to a sitting one. “Just glad you weren’t, especially with that info on you hands.” A pinch of Japanese accent flowed through her voice.

“I’ll tell you this,” Jun Han fell back on the lower bunk of the bed, waving the piece of parchment he held in his hands high up in the air. “with this, the war is ours for sure.”

The fighters cheered in agreement...............

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Wreck

Sickening, tiring, devastating or whatever you want to call it, I don't care. I've been having the worst week of the year and it happens every year after my birthday. I just want to leave all the noise, the pain and the troubles and just go to some nice windy beach with my friends.

Of all the pictures in my room, this is the one which I value the most. It is a picture of my graduation from Good Hand Child Care, my kindergarden. This picture is shows perhaps the most important time in my life as it is the crossing of me from a carefree individual to the emotional wreck some may know me for today. The three boys in the front row are also perhaps the people who made the largest impact in my life and I'll never forget them. From left to right: Guo Yang, Benjamin and Terry (They're not related by the way.).

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

B-Day

I can't remember the last time I had a birthday without crying. My dad, he's still as blind a ever. Quantity is never going to replace quality. Wish that some people in my life could see that they are making people suffer over their little delusion. I'm starting to grow white hair damn it. I haven't had these since primary school. I'm not looking for trouble, trouble came for me. I just want to run with my family, my friend, myself and maybe even with her. Just keep on running, towards that sky which we can't reach. Just keep running, and oneday, I know, we'll grasp it.

You know, the thing about my room is, it reflects me so well. It's messy, yet I find peace. Like the compicated life I live and how I find those small moments of joy every now and then. And outside my window is a 8 story condominium. And I live on the second floor. That means, I barely get sun and I could never see anything other than the walls. But you know what's amazing? When it rains and the sun is still in the air, if at the correct moment, a small rainbow forms right outside my window. And at night, if the moon is postioned right, it feels as if you could almost grasp it with your bare hands. The small gaps of joys in my life, reflected in these things. In my story, my past, my friends, my room, my family, my smile, my words, my voice and my personality.

A teacher of mine once said, "Stop running away from things, face it like a man!". I didn't know what to say back then but now I do.

"You're wrong, if I stop running, I'll never catch it." -Ng Jun Xiang

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Monday, February 18, 2008

Love for You

So I like her, is that wrong? So I have the whole see don't touch policy, is that wrong as well? I told myself my emotions are dangerous, over and over again yet, a part of me is willing to risk it all to have her but the other part is saying it's too risky. What should I do? I'm lost once again.

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

Typical Singaporeans

Aden: Hello people and welcome to Typical Singaporeans...again. Today we have with us, Gabriel and Gabriel.

Gabriel: Wassup!

Gabriel: Yo!

Aden: ...

Gabriel: What's wrong?

Aden: I can't tell who's who.

Gabriel: (Looks at text.) Hm...

Gabriel: Why don't we try that again?

Aden: Right. (Dramatic pause) Ok people, welcome to Typical Singaporeans. Today with us, we have, Gabriel Wee,

Wee: Yo!

Aden: And Gabriel Loh!

Loh: Wassup!

Aden: For those who are new to this, let me start with a little recap. Typical Singaporeans is a text-based talk show where I and special guests, whether with their consent or not, talks about the habits of Singaporeans.

Wee: Like smoking.

Loh: And speeding.

Wee: Peeing in lifts.

Loh: Gambling.

Wee: Attitude problem.

Loh: And speeding.

Wee: You said speeding twice.

Aden: OK! WE GET IT! Now then, this show have not much viewers but as a writer, I shall carry on. (Clears throat.) For today's topic, we shall talk about gangster. Personally, I find Singapore to be lacking in quality gangsters these days. Do you guys agree?

Loh: Yes ogre- I mean Aden, most Singaporean gansters are weak and cowardly. Their style of fighting is you push me, I push you back, I scold, you scold, we scold back.

Wee: Huhuhu, that sounds stupid.

Aden: What's wrong with him?

Loh: Nothing, he always laugh like that.

Wee: Fuck you la, I where got laugh like that?

Aden: Hey! No vulgarities on this show. Don't make me scold you by not scolding you but in fact I'm scolding you by scolding your mom!

Wee: What?

Loh: He scolding your mom.

Wee: What the hell!

Aden: OK! Now, let's get back to buisness. So then, for the SMALL numbers of gangs in Singapore which citizens always complain about, what would you do if you have the power to solve them?

Wee: Round them up with police la!

Aden: Mutter* Typical

Loh: Singapore Police also no use one. Everytime all they do is see don't touch, touch don't see. See and touch, give ticket.

Aden: True. Singapore Police ARE useless.

Wee: Except for special cases.

Aden: Like?

Wee: ...

Loh: Well?

Wee: I'll get back to you on that one.

Aden: Sigh* Well, that's all the time with have for today.

Wee and Loh: TONIGHT!

Aden: Right, tonight. Next time, we shall talk about the new policies set up by MOE.

Loh: You very excited about this hor.

Aden: (Big smile) Well,

Everyone: Bye!

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

V-day emptiness. Now, one would think I'd have gotten used to this after 16 dateless years......no this is just sad.

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Monday, February 11, 2008

Urban ExTreme has unofficially officially started. You can see me jumping around after school more often now, making a fool and falling, injuring myself at the same time. Hooray!

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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Singaporeans are getting worst and worst lately man. Seriously, it's making me sick. After seeing my family on my father's side, I feel like giving up all hope in humanity. Almost every single one of them are greedy to the core, their sarcasm sinks deeper than the depts of an endless abyss. Everyday I see people walking by, thinking only of themselves and when things go wrong, they never take one look in the mirror. They always seem to find it easier just to blame others. I'll amit I'm not perfect, but I try. And I also know some of my friends have been asking certain teachers to go easy on me for quite a while now and I thank you. But please, stop it. It's not that I don't need it, I just want to do it myself. It's one of those DIY thing.

And for people who have been reading my stories, I thank you but would really appreciate it if you could just leave a simple review. It may not look much but a single review goes a long way to push us writers, no matter how short it is. Most of us don't even know is anyone is reading the story or not and tends to get very disheartened when we get no reviews. This applies to me as well. It really helps us when we know someone out there is reading the story and it helps us put even more of our hearts into every chapter.

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Saturday, February 9, 2008

My tagbox have recently become the outlet of childhood deprived, dumped by girlfriend and emos wannabe outlet for letting out their feelings. Kinda annoying really once they start bringing up personal stuff about ME.

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Sunday, February 3, 2008

I've decided to roll a dice seven times to see who guest star next.

The options
1-Mark Ong
2-Mark Leong 1 rolls
3-Gabriel Loh 1 rolls
4-Gabriel Wee 1 rolls
5-Both Marks 2 rolls
6-Both Gabriels 2 rolls

and the result is...
a tie of two rolls at five and six! Since Mark Ong didn't get no role, the winner is "BOTH GABRIELS!"

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So who should I invite to co-host the next Typical Singaporean?

Mark Ong and Mark Leong?

or

Gabriel Loh and Gabriel Wee?

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Name: Ng Jun Xiang A.K.A: Aden, Benderboyboy, Bladebender, J-Boi, Ace, Tiki and many others which I cannot say. It might ruin the mystery.
Age: 16
Birthday: 19th February 1992
Occupation: Student, Writer
School: Republic Polytechnic, School of Information Technology, Diploma in Interactive Digital and Media
Hobbies: Gaming, Writing
Inspirations: Honey and Clover, Air Gear, Harry Potter, Velocity, Vantage Point

ENFP - "Journalist". Uncanny sense of the motivations of others. Life is an exciting drama. 8.1% of total population.
Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)